feb. 15, 2011

well hello there!

my first blog so far, no i'm not a stranger to this. i am 22 years young; what does that mean? it means i've had myspace. that was joke if you didn't catch on. anyways its a day after the horrible love sick day. as i like to say it's just an excuse for people to get laid. we all know that's what happens. sorry if i sound bitter about it, but i was one of the very many single people that day that realized i had no one to celebrate with and i wasn't getting laid. brings a tear to my face, lol! infact i spent my day working at bath and body works, saying happy valentine's day to every man and women that walked through our doors. what's worse is hearing a man ask me, "you think she'll like this?" common men out there!!! of course your women would love anything you got her. plus it's from bath and body works shooooooooot! she'll love it for sure. i know i would. What have we learned so far? i spent my day working and helping the last minute men and women out there find gifts for loved ones and i was one of the very many single people who didn't get laid last night. That does not mean i didn't try. Meet fred he's 24, black and short. not my type but sex is great and guess what? he's only in my life for sex and that's it. i get ahold of him last night and  he thought he could treat me like a common hooker. I'm sorry i might do some stupid stuff with out thinking and just because i sleep with him and that's it does NOT mean i don't have standards and believe it's okay to be treated like a dirty hoe. Like always we argued and i told him to go to hell because i feel its wrong for him to treat me like that. why is it that men don't understand that it's not okay to make a female feel ashamed or even expect her to lower her standards because the sex is good? no thank you! actually i believe its time to loose that number and move on.

so that's how valentine's day was spent for me. sad story right? well atleast my best friend from montana called and said happy v-day! made the sting go down a little bit. =)